Friday, June 26, 2009

Thank you, family.

Dear family,

I think I never confess this, I understand that as a child will always be un-big-able child in parent mind, 1year old baby. When I do have my own family, maybe I will treat my own child with the same perspective as the sense of protecting, caring, and loving. I am getting old day by day, and I am slowly becoming mature and mature in every problem that I face. Yes, the most difficult problem is indeed a relationship problem. I understand that why parent do not allow their child to have a relationship when young because they understand the process of 2 become 1 is very complicated as it can be so easy and yet so hard, flexible. Parents afraid that the child should not take this burden so much when young as even adults also could not understand some part of it. But what I think is, it doesn't matter about how old are you. It just the matter of how you handle the problem with your own and I do think that this is the pathway that everyone has to face in no time as this is life. Am I right? I am just telling what I am thinking.. I don't know that my thinking whether is mature or not? I used all the positive perspective to express this, frankly. - One part of it.
But anyway, I would like to thank you, family. You feed me, sacrifice, get good cloths to put me on, guide me, advice me, hurt me, and also love me as the greatest gift you ever have in your life. I always think that I take thing as granted and never really think about how hard you suffer to satisfy me. I am sorry that I always burden your life, being naive, attack you with words, make you cry and hurt in my every process of being grown up. I am always a imperfect child for you, I always grow so slowly in life, I am sorry. Family, I will give you my best. It is not what you expected from me, but is what I expect myself to give you, family. I love you all. - My lifetime process.
Thank you, family for teaching me how to love, sacrifice, and acceptance. I just realize that you guys never really complaining for what I do because you trust your child will do fine with his decision. You guys will not over worried about me. (Maybe at first you will, but slowly you have more faith with me. Thank you.)
Thank you for trusting, caring, loving and communicate with me all the time.
And that make me a better person too, these qualities lead me for good.
Relationship with Sharon, I want to thank her for believing in me and pinpoint me at the right moment. But all these timing were set by our Lord, He was really amazing.
I love you all. - Now.


All glory and gratitude to you, Lord almighty.
Amen.

Truly by,
Yang²

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